How will I remember this year by?

I will remember it by God's heavenly blessings:

for allowing me to spend more time at home instead of slogging away on my thesis project, of which would be energy wasted and eternal regret. So yes, thank God for the beautiful conversation with the angel of my heart;
for letting me make the right choices, not calculated ones, but choices from intuition. I believe they are whispers of God;
for revealing to me friends that were more than willing to cheer me up and to constantly watch over me when I seem to have forgotten about my own needs;
for very wise older friends to remind me of their past mistakes and sound advice;
for the many friends from other professions to provide me with different perspectives, friends without the architecture complex;
for reminding me that our time on earth is temporal and worldly needs are not important;
for allowing me to attain peace within myself and for seeing the light;
for allowing me time to pray, time to play and time to heal;
for allowing me to realize my purpose on earth

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For bestowing me with blessings from a dearly beloved one,
for letting him speak his final words to me,
for turning him into my guardian angel, now and forevermore,
for sending angels in my darkest hours,
for allowing me to have this unconditional love for 26 years, and knowing that nothing would be more beautiful than this precious love

Nothing on earth, is more precious than those words that were uttered to me with great strength and energy. No worldly goods can measure up to those gilded words and love.
And trust me, when you have experienced a love that has no hate, no anger, no jealousy, no fear, no doubt, no insecurity , nothing else will ever worth as much (other that the love of God). This love was pure and unconditional. He was a Godly man, he provided for his family and shunned away material wants. He will always be my role model, for he knows better than to live life on earth chasing worldly riches, but to live life on earth as a blessing to others around him.

Thank you Lord, for giving me this love so beautiful.